October 7th my grandmother died. I am left with a feeling of emptiness. Just a few moths earlier, we were celebrating her 80th Birthday...somehow it was like we all knew, this probably was the last time we would all be gathered at her Birthday. I miss her...tomorrow october 14th is the funeral:´( I don't know how I will react. I keep getting all those pictures and memories from my past. As a child I would sometimes ride my bike 15 km to visit her and granddad. I have fond memories of those summer days back in Southern Jutland(Denmark) where I grew up. My grand dad was a fireman, and I was so thrilled when we went to the firestation and saw the firetrucks. I remeber sitting in their livingroom drawing firetrucks and stuff. They had the best garden with the sweetest strawberries...they tasted of sun and summer. My grandmother would make marmelade, juice or stewed fruit from the fruits and berries from the garden. My grandmother was my Godmother too. Something that somehow always made us have a special bond somehow. Now she's gone...forever. Tomorrow she'll be send off to her final journey. I am sad....but I am also at peace, because she was ill a lot, and it's better that she doesn't suffer anymore. So much has happend in such a short time...it's hard to keep up. I feel drained sometimes...like I don't have the energy to be the one I want to be...feel like I let people down, because I haven't got all the energy that I used to, so I can be there for friends and loved ones. Life is just a bit hard at the moment, and I am sorry if I am not here enough. Sometines I feel like a God...sometimes I just feel small and tired. Right now, I just wanna cuddle up and forget about the world for a while.

R.I.P Ragnhild 1929-2009



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